Christmas and New Years is hard with out you here!!  / Titi Belly (Aunt)
Hey Ant this year has been the hardest year in my life. I lost my 1and only nephew that I have from my sister I'm lefted with my 2 nieces that I love very much christmas was here and u wasn't in the house to spend it with us new years is in 2 days and ur not here to be with us in person cause u r always going to be with us just not in person ur baby cousin u ask me for is coming very soon and u can't play with him but I know Ashley , mommy , crystal , daddy Tito will treat him the way u would of if and thats to become a good man and to respect others u know what I'm talking about LOL mommy can't wait for him to come everytime mommy is around me she is always talk to him and he starts kicking LOL but I want u to know that I miss u very much and only if I could hold u again soo that I can tell how much I love u and yes I know ur butt would be saying whateva titi go home LOL but I know we have been through alot of hard times but I would always call to see if u and the girls was ok no matter what we have gone through I always loved u and I made sure I would check on u guys and I will do it until the day I die but I love u very much papichulo u still r a sexy LOL ...... Close

CRYING OVER YOU!  / Titi Barbara

I miss you very much sweetheart.  I thought I seen you the other day & I just froze in place & than I did a double take.  My mind was playing a trick on me.  I starting crying right where i stood because I needed to hold you in my arms & welcome you home.  I believe I called Titi Daisy because I was bugging out completely.

I can't believe that the holidays are here & you have been taken away so soon.  I know you will come to visit the family.  Just for the record I will be expecting a game with you {& your cousin Miguel Jr. aka Mikey},  I know in my heart, mind & soul that you 2 together are trouble rather DOUBLE TROUBLE is more like it. 

Rest In Peace mi baby nephew!  

Love you very much!!!!!!!!!

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everyday thinkin of u  / Destiny Auterbridge (freind)
Every time I close my eyes and open them again I think of u . When I look at ur pic on my wall I smile cuz I rember the laughs we had togther I miss u so much if only I could here that laugh again when I go to heaven I will. We miss u so much down here I wish u could be with us in jr high but all wishes don't come true. I love u and miss u rip. To anthonys mom and ashley and crystal I'm so sorry that the guy got away with it. But he will pay they will pay they'll burn in hell I'm so sorry. Close

the smile of an angel  / Daddy Tito (dad in life and in death )
in life you was the life and the light of every day to those who knew you and loved you and in death you still bring laugther and happiness because of the joy and love you showed.. even if you are not here with us you still bring us all the joy and will to live on and to stay strong. the heavens are much happier and brighter now because of your smile that shines with every morning sun and glows with every night fall when the moon lights up the night we will never miss you because you are not gone as long as the heavens shine on forever and ever and your smile will always remain in our hearts so for now keep shinning on us and keep us safe for we shall be together again in heaven one day              



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Its really hard  / TITI BELLY (Aunt)
Its not 1 day that goes by without u on my mind its getting harder for me because I'd baby Cousin is going to be here soon and the faster the day comes by for me to give birth the more and more I think of the time u ask me to have a baby soo u can show him to be just like u and the sad part is that I dont have u here too see the baby the funny thing is that u had ask me to have a boy and thats what Im having is a baby boy what hurts me is that your not here too see him to hold him or to show how to be like u but I'll try my best to show him how to be just like you my love its hard really hard thanksgiving is here and your not here be with us everything is coming and its just really hard ant but I'm going now writing this is making me cry more and more I'm trying not to cry cause of your baby cousin thats in side of me I know u want him healthier then me soo I'm trying to give u your wish I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH ITS REALLY HARD ANT only if I could see u again !!!!!! :'( Close

my # 1 son life without you is very hard  / Antonia Cruz (mom)
no matter how life changes no matter what we do on a special day or place within my heart is always kept for you anthony my sweet son a loveing baby boy you are my angel and i will always love you 
sweetheart           


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ant / Rob (Uncle)
We deff. needed more time more time to get to know eacother it all went by to fast and its my fult for not keeping in touch some times ppl get involed in to many things and they forget about the importance of others and that def.. what happend But hey uve been racing trew my mind like crazy the last few weeks because ive been so busy i have been forgettign about alot of people and i dont want to do that . I really miss you i want thigns to go abck in time so that i could get to know the true sid e of you we are only about a year and half apart and we could barly talk but i do remebr when we did tlak when mommy and daddy were at the bowling allay and ud clal me becuase u were bored or ud call me when you were playing ps2 those things i miss and i still wait you your phone call to come across my cell. i want those meeories back its not right!!   Close

WAT UP ANT  / ANTHONY F. (HOMEBOY)

        ITS BEEN 6 MONTHS AND I STILL  HAVE DREAMS ABOUT GETTING THAT PHONE CALL ABOUT ONE OF MY HOMEBOYZ GOT HIT BY A CAR .I WAS WORRY AND WHEN I HEARD IT WAS U I WAS MAD.
        TODAY WHEN I FOUND OUT THE NEWS ABOUT THAT MAN I WAS MAD .I WAS THINKING HOW COULD HE BE OUT WHEN HE TOOK AWAY UR LIFE.SEEING UR MOMS FACE WHEN SHE HEARD THE NEWS GOT ME EVEN MORE MAD . I WILL STILL REMEMBER AND STILL THINK OF YOU .I WILL KEEP  UR SISTERS SAFE .9IF ANYBODY MESS WITH THEM THEY GOING TO HAVE TO THINK TWICE)
    
   R.I.P. MY NIGGA ANTHONY  YOU WILL BE MY HOMEBOY 4 LIFE
   

            
    

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DamN ii miiss ju aLoT....,  / Myranda Rodriguez (cousin)
omg i cant even belive it....dat nite i got dat phone call nd i waz cryiin like a babii(sniff)at dat momment i wish i could turn baq tyMe nd GivE u a last huG nd hunG oUt witu 4 da lasT tyM3.....but ever1 keepsz sayin hez gone nd im sayin 2 mis3lf"hez rite here!,iN meMoriez,luv,pikkzs,in spirit,nd especially our HEARTZ!"i wuv u ant (r.i.P) Close

love u Ant  / Alex Rodriguez (Friend n yankees )
i miss u n love ant n will never forget u.

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i really miss u  / Vanessa Sanchez (xgirlfriend)

anthony i will alwayz remenber  u.i just wish u be here with all da people tat love u baby.y did tat happenn to u but thingz happen 4 a reson.love uso much

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my loveing son  / Antonia (mother)
So many times i ask myself why did you have to die? So many times i just give up and cry myself to sleep at night . why your sister and brother and daddy are sound asleep. i know deep down inside of me you are in a better place. I miss your smile and your kineness most of all miss you hug me and saying mom i love you what i wouldn't  give to turnback time and have you in my arms again so i can hold you forever in my arms. and i know we will reunite one day soon in the meantime you will always be in my heart and mind forever. 
I love you my baby anthony and miss you 
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anthony / Kayla Hall (cousin)
hey ant i miss u and i want u to come back all i want is to here your voucie one more time we did so many things together i miss u all the things u wished for is coming true titi belly i s having a baby od i am go craze i hope he looks like u i am goin to name my baby boy after u my mom sad i am goin to have a boy and a girl i have to go u will always be in my heart if your mo needs any thing i just want u to know i am goin to be there for her and ashley and the baby I LOVE U SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMUCH Close

anthony / Kayla Hall (cousin)
hey ant i miss u and i want u to come back all i want is to here your voucie one more time we did so many things together i miss u all the things u wished for is coming true titi belly i s having a baby od i am go craze i hope he looks like u i am goin to name my baby boy after u my mom sad i am goin to have a boy and a girl i have to go u will always be in my heart if your mo needs any thing i just want u to know i am goin to be there for her and ashley and the baby I LOVE U SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMUCH Close

ITSZ NOT THE SAME =(  / CHELARDI ALMANZAR (FRIEND)

ITSZ NOT THE SAME TO WALK UP OR DOWN THE BLOCK.....ND NOT SEEING U THERE...OR CALLIN OUT MY NAME LIEK U USED  2....ITSZ HARD WEN I PASS BY PALMETTO ND SEE THAT BIKE......IT REALLY IS....ND I HOPE UR IN A BETTER PLACE MAN ND DAT U REST IN PEACE..ILL SEE U SOON...

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Wow I'm missing u like crazy  / TITI BELLY (AUNT)
Hey Ant, I wanted to stop by and say I miss u like crazy and I can't stop thinking of ur crazy things u would do lol I remember when u told me titi when are u going to have my baby cousin and I told u I have u guys why would I want kids if I have u guys to be a pain in my butt and u told me come on titi have a boy so he could be just like me and I said oh no thanks but guess what papi ur wish came true I'm having ur baby cousin the sad part of it is that ur not here to show the baby how to be like u or to hold the baby and to kiss the baby the way I would kiss u when u was a baby it hurts me to know that I'm not going to have u by my side to help me with ur cousin something u always wanted to do is help people but anyways papi ur always going to be in my heart forever and always and I will make sure I'll tell ur cousin how good u was and how smart and sexy u still are I will not forget ok love ya always and my u rest in peace my 1nephew to be born has been taken from me to early I love u ant and I'm missing u like crazy :'( Close

I miss your gorgeous smile!  / Liza Torres (One of his many mommies! )

Anthony,
I miss you more than words can ever describe baby.  I haven't been around the old neighborhood but when I think about the past I can't help but think of you.  A smile always comes to my face when I remember your bright smile.  I miss your kisses and hugs when you said hello.  I was always so happy to see you.  You went to school with Mario and spent so much time with us that you were considered one of the family.  We all miss you very much.  God Bless you always and may God bless your mommy and the rest of your family too.
Liza

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damnz anti miss yuh so much babe  / Stephanie Ortiz ({friend})
R.I.P ant I miis yuh so much I wish every moment yuh were here wyff us nd makin meh laugh nd all dem gewd tymes we had I wish I waz with yuh I luv yuh nd miss yuh so much I wish thiz had neva happend hipe to c yuh lata babezzzz bye luv yuh {R.I.P} Close

can't stop thinking of u  / Belly (Aunt)
I cant stop thinking of u everyday passes by i wish it was April 27,2007 soo I could see u again I try to walk back the same place i last seen u but it doesnt work i miss u soo much its crazy i know we had hard times and good times but i just want to walk back their just to see if i see ur face once again and to let u know how much i love u but what hurts me the most is that i didnt get to here u say titi bendicion which u always say everytime u seen me even if it was 5 times a day u seen me u would say it :'( then when u wanted something u would be all over me saying titi u know I love u right I'll say yeah I know what u want ant u would say can I have 5 dollars please titi or u would ask me for something else LOL I wish u was still here to ask me for things LOL wow I remember when I was looking at ur reportcard and I was tell u ant u have to do good in school no girl wants somebody who doesnt know anything and u would tell me AhAhAh WHATEVA TITI I HAVE A GIRL ALREADY and u would sit their and roll ur eyes and play ur PSP and tell me titi I think its time for u to go home LOL oh boy I wish u was here driving me crazy well that's what nephews r for no matter what u will always be my #1 nephew u was the first to be here with titi and on 1 could ever take ur place. Oh ant remember when u knocked me out with the door to the refrigerator in my eye and I had a BIG black-blue I had to sleep with a potato on my face u and mommy thought it was funny then the sad part was that i had school pictures the next day damn it hurt but at the same time for u and mommy it was a joke u punk. Anyways Papi I'll keep talking to u later my love RIP ant I miss u god bless u papi muahzzzz Close

i misz u  / Stephanie Arias

if tears could build a highway 
and memories were a lane 
I would walk right up to heaven 
and bring you back again

no farewell words were spoken 
no time to say goodbye 
you were gone before I knew it 
and only god knows why 

My heart still ache in sadness 
and secret tears still flows 
what it meant for me to lose you 
no one can ever know

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